Sunday, April 12, 2009
blogged @7:23 PM
perhaps i was running away frm reality,
i chuz to believe that the impossible is possible,
believing those sweet words from my dear ones..
i wish i never had anyone in my lyf..
cuz each tym dey did a minor mistake,
it hurts deeply..
i wish i didnt held onto their werds,
cuz wen dey broke it,
or did nt fulfill it,
it cuts me..
memories,
i hold them dearly to my hart,
cuz wadever i share with u guys,
it can never hppn again,
not anymore..
nothing last forever..
be it bloodties,
frenship,
relationships..
its all a temporary kinda thng..
cuz at the end of the road,
u only have yerslf..
gal,
wadever ive shared with u was the most beautiful one ive ever had..
i just realize tat thngs cud never b the same btwn us..
ders lyk tix huge wall btwn us..
tix mrng,
i drmt tt i left u,
i left wadever we shared..
perhaps,
its happening?
'03,
i knew u existed..
how muc wee loathe each othr n stuf..
'05
when thngs started btwn us..
how we got to noe each othr..
we undrstood each othr lyk to the max..
went thru thick n thin..
we were like twins..
how i used to b so protective of u wenever someone bullies u..
how muc we love espl..
thox funny mmts at espl..
thox tyms wen u had red light,
tt woman was disgusted,
but i helped u..
thox frequent visits to my house..
those secrets..
those cries..
thox fights..
evrythn, in short..
sweet-bitter memories..
i noe i can never get all that anymore..
its just memories now..
trust me,
i treasure it to the max..
tix stupid tears just wun stop rolling dwn..
lets just stop.
i lost myslf the day we fall apart.
aira