Thursday, January 29, 2009
blogged @11:39 AM
There's nothing I could say to youNothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life,
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do I can never,
ever live a day without you
Here with me,
do you see,
You're all I need
i will be by leona lewis
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
blogged @3:26 PM


i had a pretty hectic day ystrdy..
MJ invited sum of the relatives ova to my crib..
mini kenduri kinda thng..
&
a very informal one indeed!
stil..
i had lotsa fun..
playin wit the kids, esp..
=))
overall its was okay..
thnx to sis & bro fer gttn the stuf,
eg. fruits & stuf..
sis frying the chic wings..
oooh ya..
& the power pac fan..
hee...
may it stand fer a sum tym..
ps : sis, lyk seriously, wile waitin fer the satay,
u dyden hv to talk to the kids lyk s tho yer tokin to yer kids in sch..
i was lyk lafin to myslf..
esp wen u talk to ahnaf upon him misbhavin..
&
A PLEASANT SURPRISE INDEED!
she dropby at the eleventh hr!
sheesh..
hee..
i did invite her..
but she went on silent mode..
so i assumed tt she wasnt cumin..
but surprisingly,
she did..
thnx sayang..
u made my night!
i love you to bits...
i swear..
&
yes,
tt smile on u again...
+))
my special thnx goes out to u ayang!
i dare say tt u did most of the chores fer the kenduri..
clean the toilet, (hee..)
vacuumed the whole hse,
arranged the furnitures n stuf..
ooh ya,
&
wen evrythn was over,
u cleaned the kitchen fer me,
did the laundry..
(& bro fer washing the dishes)
thnx alot...
i was too tired
&
was bz ntertaining besty too..
=))
yer soo totful ayang!
=))
well i dyd gv u sumthn in rturn..
on tt nyt itslf..
so,
we r quits, hor..
hee...
i may nt say it show it or even say it evryday,
but do noe,
i appreciate having u by me evry single day..
u fill my lyf in tyms of loneliness,
saddness..
all the 'ness' u cn eva tink of..
dun wana say muc,
i duwana b u, noe..
ST..
hee..
i walk my talk..
nt talk my walk..
stil,
I LOVE U..
MORE DEN YSTRDY, of cos...
&
again,
thnx a million, hubbs..
ooh yar,
hubb is bck to the old job..
boy, was she please abt it..
=))
greatness!!
tts abt it..
ouh..ouh wait..
did i mention tt my bday is cumin sn?
=))
aira
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
blogged @4:10 AM

dok.
how r u duin?
hv u bn eatin?
r those eyes stil teary?
hv u bn slpin?
i cnt slp..
my tots r full of u..
i noe yer goin thru a hard tym now...
i soo wana b der fer u..
b strng gal..
well i noe u r..
im nt gud wit werds..
i jz cnt wait to c u & hug u tyt..
im weried abt u..
i feel u, noe..
we r twins, rmbr?
dun push me away k..
i wana b yer pilliar,
i wana b yer tissue..
meet me sn, sayang..
'I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death.
They continue to participate in every act, thought and decision we make.
Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories.
We find comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared their love'
i will doakan aruah mak in my prayers.
iloveyounaza.
aira
ps : c thox pix? i wana c tt smile again.
Monday, January 19, 2009
blogged @3:00 AM
lyk finaly ive edited pix&
post it in my blog..
=))
nuthn muc to say..
im alr slpy,
gona hit my pillow real sn..
gotta wake hubby up at 5.45am..
hubbs takin up my space on bed.
sheesh..
gudnyt werld..
erm,
i min gud mrng!
ayang,
YOU MIN THE WERLD TO ME.
aira
pictures!blogged @2:32 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009
blogged @11:54 AM
i miss naza.i miss mel.
i miss kaurey.
i miss michelle.
i miss mr.poa (i fergot his name, shucks)
I MISS BHSS.
i miss zakiah.
i miss sofie.
i miss ain.
i miss mrs.samuel.
I MISS BMC.
i miss ayu.
i miss fanaa.
i miss hello kitty.
i miss zee.
i miss tending to pts.
I MISS NURSING.
i miss nana.
i miss yuzie.
i miss my past.
i dun c any future ahead of me.
yes.
i gotta find a job fast!
- ezlink
- cash in hand (JIC kinda thng)
nt hvin tt, how to?
ppl ard me myt think im lazy n stuf,
jz stay hum n stuf..
sheesh.
is tt wad i wan?
at tyms,
i fyl lyk stayn at my grany's til i get tt a job..
shucks,
i duno..
i cnt jz xpec hubbs to do evrythn in terms of finance wise..
im nt selfish..
i dun wana b jz anybody.
i wana b me,
the me hu used to hv high xpectatns of herslf..
wer has she gone too....
=(
i wana b one of these,
- teacher
- counsellor
- nurse
yes,
nurse,
haas..
i screwed it,
yet im missin it now..
how ironic!
naza,
i read yer blog & tt gv me d inspiratn to blog..
soo all tix came out..
gal,
i miss u soo bad..
wen cn i b close to u again?
lyk u noe,
b totaly aware of wats hppnin in yer daily lyf?
b all soo protectiv twerds u again lyk bfer?
sheesh.
&
its fara 19th bday tday.
hapy bday gf!
=))
i sure m missing my past soo bad.
jz a werd tt dscribes me bfer i stop.
L-O-S-T
aira





















