• i started to get VERY intrested in it
• i started to mix ard more
• lafters n smyles occured more often den ever
• concentration : 100%
• determination was there

&

BOOOM......


all tt issues hppned...
i dyn nt manage to let tix out til tday..


TO YOU,
whom i shared every single thng wit..
how do u thng i felt?
&
wen i woke up tday,
u told me all tt,
lyk cmon,
yes u r sad,
but hey,
im the one hu went thru all that shyts!
tears..
thox 1852265658 tears ive shed wasnt of any help..
its was too late,
far too late...

u were the one hu told me tt,
ders a reason bhynd it..
HIKMAH thngy..
but now,
look,
hus bringing whom dwn?

tt very qn of yers,
'wad shud i say if i cum across tt qn again?'
it myt nt matta to u,
but trust me,
wen u sent tt,
it was s tho u slit open my throat..

it may seem tt im nt at all affected!
s a matta of fact,
i m ok..
i farkin m..


I MISS DEM..
I MISS THOX VOICES,
THOX LAFTERS,
THOX NAGGINGS....


if only u knew,
if only u were in my shoes..
thox werds,
wud neva cum out...


&
if i were u..
i wun say tt...


but all has been said n done...
all i cn do now is thnk you fer,
'UNDERSTANDING' me..
=))

&
yes,
selfish is the ryt werd!

mickaira