imma hit the showers real sn...

to visit my granny
&
my darlin baby...
over at RC..

den off to amk intrchnge,
myt hubbs...


njoy the wkends ppl..
=))

missin you, greenycurls.

mickaira A student asks a teacher: What is love?
The teacher said: in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.


The student went to the field, go thru first row,
he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....
may be there is a bigger one later..
Then he saw another bigger one,
but maybe there is an even bigger one waiting for him..
Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field,
he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw,
he know he has missed the biggest one,
and he regretted.
So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.


The teacher told him; this is love... you keep looking for a better one ,but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.

do you feel me?


LOVE neva dserved to be blamed in the first plc
wen we are hart-broken or dumped..
Ders no suc thng as love isnt fair, love sucks or wadsoever..
But one truth about it, LOVE HURTS..


The saying, 'no pain no gain'...
Appreciate evrythng we hv in tix lyf be it, e ups n downs, tears n lafters,
In other words, we should be prepared or b aware of the consequences tt might await ahead..
So as we prepare ourselves to play the game of love,
why make fuss when it fail or e fact tt its nt going the way we predicted or wanted?
We cant be winners or losers all our lives, can we?...
Be glad as we've loved and been loved, at least..


picked tix frm sumwer...
it sorta enlighten me n gvs me strength, in a way..
i noe.. ( absurdly weird of me to feel tt way )
haas..


&
y r my own tots running wild?
( i gas its the syndrome of stay hum too long )
i feel neglected-

mickaira


yes,
i will not deny tt im not over that incident..
in a blink of an eye,
it has alr been 4yrs,
yes 4 draggy long years yet i fail to get over it..

i miss u callin out my name,
i miss yer touch upon my face,
i miss yer morning calls bfer i made my way to sch,
i miss yer calls wen yer at werk,
i miss those tyms i spend on u to make u slp,
i miss yer smile,
i miss yer cookin,
i miss u feeding me,
i miss u nagging at me,
i miss u pamperin me,
i miss seein u cook, ( eventho yer dead beat )
i miss yer care n concern twerds me,
i miss u gttn all weried abt me ova the slightest thng,
i miss u combing & tying my hair,

i miss evrythn abt you...
i swear i do...
i can never get all that anymore..
jz 14yrs of yer love, care & concern...
i swear it wasnt enuf,
i nyd it more den ever now..

but,
im pullin thru fer u,
u insisted on stayin dspyt tt incident,
perhaps,
to c us b a sumbody, sumday?
yes,
tt will hppn...

&
now,
yer my dearest baby..
im taking care of u jz lyk how u used to tc of me...
gvin milk, chngin diapers.....
now tt im no lngr stayin undr 1 roof wit u,
i bet yer missing me,
bt i miss u soo, soo muc more...

i need tissue...

I LOVE YOU MUM.

aira
i noe, i noe..
im puttin on wt..
sheesh...
tix hppns wen u spend the whole tym at hum..


enuf abt tt..


ooh well wer shud i start?..
hmm...
fer the past 2 days ive bn wakin up late,
wic result in?
-hubbs late fer werk
sheesh..
my most sincere apology gos out to u baby..!


all thnx to the medicine lar..
i went to NSC on mon with my aunt..
regardn my irritatingly itchy skin..
so doc gv me 2 types of quem,
two types of medication, ( day & nyt )
moisturiser,
& showerfoam...


i loathe the pill ( nyt )
cuz it will put me too deep, deep slp..
n as fer the shower foam,
it darn ex fer me lar,
$16.35 fer 400ml..
sheesh...
wen u use it,
it feels like s tho yer applying sun tan lotion instead..
sheesh...
and yes,
my skin is gttn betta!
=))


yang...
thnx fer applyin the quem fer me evrynyt..
very sweet of u....
sweet like candyflosh!
=))
lamenology.. ( i noe )


so yar,
hubb was late fer werk..
the 1st thng i did wen i woke up was,
cooked rice,
heated up the food wic i cooked last nyt,
made her tea..
n yea,
aftr hubbs off to werk,
i did laundry..
n here i m online...


i feel like a hsewife,
i swear!!
jz add a baby in my lyf,
A COMPLETE HSEWIFE..


i sorta hate my lyf ryt now..


im at a long dark road,
i need a light,,
a light tt wud lead me to sumwer,
sumwer i noe i blong...


hubbs hvin off day tmr,
i asked her to slpover at mama's hse,
i bet her parens miss her tons!
n perhaps we bof need to miss ech othr, more...
=))


i envy my own gf..
she has parens whom she can run to any mmt, anytym..
- gets love, care & attn
- able to get her wans
- eat delicious food cook by her very own mum
- calls of concern frm granny, mama


in short she gets the best frm her own pham..


shucks,
im brkin dwn now,
sheesh...
shall end here..
my last piece,

aira envies those hu has a complete pham..............


mickaira
s sad s u r,
s dwn s u r,
i feel the same way too!
s a matta of fact,
its double, its triple!

• i started to get VERY intrested in it
• i started to mix ard more
• lafters n smyles occured more often den ever
• concentration : 100%
• determination was there

&

BOOOM......


all tt issues hppned...
i dyn nt manage to let tix out til tday..


TO YOU,
whom i shared every single thng wit..
how do u thng i felt?
&
wen i woke up tday,
u told me all tt,
lyk cmon,
yes u r sad,
but hey,
im the one hu went thru all that shyts!
tears..
thox 1852265658 tears ive shed wasnt of any help..
its was too late,
far too late...

u were the one hu told me tt,
ders a reason bhynd it..
HIKMAH thngy..
but now,
look,
hus bringing whom dwn?

tt very qn of yers,
'wad shud i say if i cum across tt qn again?'
it myt nt matta to u,
but trust me,
wen u sent tt,
it was s tho u slit open my throat..

it may seem tt im nt at all affected!
s a matta of fact,
i m ok..
i farkin m..


I MISS DEM..
I MISS THOX VOICES,
THOX LAFTERS,
THOX NAGGINGS....


if only u knew,
if only u were in my shoes..
thox werds,
wud neva cum out...


&
if i were u..
i wun say tt...


but all has been said n done...
all i cn do now is thnk you fer,
'UNDERSTANDING' me..
=))

&
yes,
selfish is the ryt werd!

mickaira

we took tix pix ystrdy bfer goin dwn to 7-11 to get our fag,
my cheesy biscuit
&
chocolate..
=))

wanted to blog ystrdy but i was bz spending tym wit hubb..
hubb spend the entire day wit me..
well,
of cos she has to..
its our anni...
1st year, lar sey...
=D

so yar,
we had our brunch at mac..
den we went off to SS to get groceries..
it was fun & funny..
its our 1st tym duin so,
s in, no one else,
no sis & bro
n it was totally a great xperience...

if posyble,
hubb wants to buy evrythn,
lyk seriusly...
i was the one hu had to tell her,
'no nyd la, pa..' 'yang.. tu, tkyar la..'
yea,
tt kinda stuf..

so yar..
we head hum..
&
we cook!!

ayam lemak cili padi...
wait..
or isit lemak ayam cili padi?
ok, wadever,
i gas u guys noe tt dish..

s usual hubb rang mama up..
ask fer the ingredients...

&
gas wad?

ITS LYK SOOO SHEDAP LAR SEY...
erm..
perhaps a lil too spicy?
hubb add 15 cili padi...
sheesh...

ysrtdy itslf,
we bof eat twice ok!!


aftr all tt,
hsehold chores...
we bof surfed the net tgthr...
had sum great, xhilarating mmt tgthr..
den we watch our 7pm chi drame series...


so tts how we spend our anni tgthr...
i fynd tt its lyk soo super special..
=))


i wana post my M-I-C-K-Y..
but its erm so called R(A)
nvm..
hee...


sayang,
i never tot we cud reach tix far tgthr..
nevertheless im soo fully blessed..
no doubt it was painful, torturing n stuf at start,
but wit ech passing day,
the love tt u showered me became strngr..
&
up to date i feel so loved by u...
thnx fer bein a responsible hubb,
a caring one too...
thnx fer bein the light that shine thru my dark lyf..
u, bein the very u to have diff ways
&
means to bring tt sincere smile on my face..
uve chnged my whole lyf,
tix i swear...


lets not get all mushy lar..
but do tt tt yer xistence in my lyf has brot a whole new meaning to me..
&
trust me,
U DSERVE TO BE MINE ONLY..

ku tdak akan melepaskan u dari genggamanku...
&
kau milik ku sorg!!
(erm.. dos tt sound ryt? i noe..i noe.. i suck wen it cums to mly..)

mickaira

pix frm the past..
wndrful memories...
=))


______________________________________





im hvin headache..
lyk damn!


ystrdy was pretty okay fer me..
i waited fer hubb at mac..
had our diner..
den head to 7 eleven n bot 2 amsterdam
&
my red bull.. a must


i swear i miss the drinking sessions tt we bof used to hv..
n wen i was stayin at my granny's,
the drinkin session was rthr often..
and we bof will hv a bottle of baron each..
n yar,
drink it frm der wit straws...
it was fun...
altho its the two of us..
we'll talk abt practically evrythn..
&
we did the same thng ystrdy...
=))


and dad had to jz spoil the mmt...
sheesh...
he came hum drunk..
n his lips were swollen...
he told me ystrdy nyt,
he fot wit i duno hu..
but tday,
he claimed tt he had a fall...
sheesh...
tat old man ah...
aira has no cmnts...



'u realy hv yer ways to make me fall fer you,
ova n ova again' -papa

haas...
hawt or wad?

papa,
i wanted to type out the whole txt wic u sent earlier..
but duwan lar.. -shyness
tt part is more den enuf..
=))



&
yes,
later on,
drinking session wit hubb,along, ina, dot n gf..


hw was yer nyt ysrtdy?
mine was EFFYN HAWT..
=))


mickaira sum stuf crop up at hum
pfffffft.


jz had my brunch..
dad cooked fish head curry..
&
he fried my fav veg...
taugeh...
yummylicious
=))


hum alone..
evryone is at werk...
sheesh...
how mre boring can my lyf b?
pfffft..


tmr,
me n hubb plan to myt along, ina, dot n her gf..
go drinkin or sumthn...
plus,
we miss dem to the effyn max..
its bn ages since we last met dem..
sheesh...


sumthn crop up at hubbs werkplc..
i swear im lost despyt hubb xplainin to me..


ayang,
i hup evrythn turns out well..
m waitin fer yer return..
ILY...

mickaira

I LOVE MY NEW BLOG

sooo..
wow...!

special thnx to my sis of cos..
=))


nways ppl,
its gona b shared by micky too..
yupyup..


so yar,
if u chnce upon tix blog,
liky-link kays?

mickaira
=)

its bn awile since i last blog..
lets jz say ive nuthn to blog abt..
sheesh...



lyf has been pretty mundane on my syd..
haish..


ooh ya!!


cn u bliv it?


ystrdy,
i swept the hse,
m0pped the floor..
did the laundry..
n cook asam pedas ikan pari..
it was my 1st attempt..
n boy,
i did okay...
=))

i was sooo proud of myslf..
thnx to my mum in law fer her recipe.. =))

&
yar..
hubby had tembel on her left eyes..
so she was at hum wit me the whole day..
n yes,
we did spend quality tym wit ech othr...
=))

so yar,
here i am..
blogging...

gotta cook yong tau foo ltr..

i swear ive got no idea wad else to blog abt..
sheesh..

i miss my nurses wanabe...
i miss my besty...

&

ive bn kpin mum rgardin tix particular matta.
if u stay away,
yer safe.
if u step on my tail,
i swear imma pounce on u..
=))


yang,
'im lucky im in love wit my scandal bestfren'
&
i made it real fer u baby...


qn fer tday:
girls can b a pure slut, cnt dey?