gudbye my frens..
the 6mths of the rollercoaster ryd wit u guys was a blast..
&
i swear imma miss all of u..

AYU, FANA, YANTY, HAZIE, DANIEL
&
nt fergettn the rest too..

=))

tix hansem boii is flying off tmr am to mumbai fer NS...
go safely
&
return hum safely aye?
=))
hv fun der too...
please take gud care of yerslf, hor..
&
lastly,
bon voyage!


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i just fnis my behavioural sci hmwk..
sheesh..
bn on it fer an hr plus...
ooh gawd,,
my hands r soo tired...
pffft.
sch was okay...
i rmbr tix funny thng hppn during CN prac..

tcher: watch! watch!
(she wasa refering to anisah's watch on her wrist..)
faizal: watching, cher..
(he tot the tcher ask us to watch her)

okay it doesnt sound funny wen i xplain it here..
haas..
but yea,
the class burst into lafters,
n boy,
was he embrassed...
=D


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ayang aint hum tday...
haish..
cos she's sending al, along with pham..
dey hvta b der by 2am..
i wish i cud tag along..
but yea..
m hvin sch tmr..
so yar..
its okay lar..

hubbs was txtin abt her missing me,
thox star gazing mmts..
abt seein me at hum evry nyt aftr werk,
me preparing her diner..
hee...
=))

i miss u a whole load...
it feels soo diff at hum w/o u here...

bad sign!!

im depending too muc on u...
sheesh..

so bored at hum..
no one to dsturb me,
tag me werever i go...

can tmr cum now..
i miss my baby...

&

papa's fetching me frm sch tmr..
gerek or wad?
haas..
cnt wait to c u!!


I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE YOU SHO.......................................................

qn fer tday:
ego=confident?
go figure

i miss dem..
soo, soo muc...
thox taitee over at starbux..
thox skipping classes..
thox chillout sessions at bar..
camwhoring mmts..
cumin in late fer lssns...
hw we said we wanted to study,
but end up duin sumthn else...
haas..
zakiah, ain & sofie..
I miss u bebs the most...



&




hapy 18th bday, gf!!
hup u'll have a blast tday!!
=)) Lately things have been a little crazy
Flippin out and buggin on my baby
God only knows just what i would be
If i didn't have you here loving me
I wake up all hours of the night when u are away
Crack a smile every time that you're on my brain
Me without you baby just ain't right
So if i lose you how will i survive

I know sometimes you feel you're battling an army just to love me more
Trust me baby imma do u better
Cause i can't lose the one thing that holds me together he's my core
Someone i can call on forever

Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
Imma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you're about to fall apart
Make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You're the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i'm gonna make it all right
You should know that i'm in love with you ain't ever gonna leave
Don't want no one else but you cause you're my everything

I know i say it often but baby imma change it
Ive sewn it up yeah i'm done you have been so patient
Imma show u that u are my world
Actions do speak louder than words
So here i go baby, ready to show you baby
You're all i want and need
You're all i know baby
Did you know you hold the key to my future
Can't live without you knowing what it's like to love you

I will do whatever it takes just to keep you in my life
I'll walk about a thousand miles just to be right by your side
So here i go baby,
ready to show you baby
You're all i want and need
You're all i know baby
See imma do things right this time for you i was gonna do right

tix song suits u, love..

-tynisha keli : my evrythn the four of us went out tday..
but me, sis n bro went causeway,
to get border fer the hse..
den we took cab,
fetched hubbs over at her werkplc..
&
we r off...
here r sum of the pix we took aftr eating..
=))





sis pix luks pweety, bro luks cute n hubbs luks soo boboi..
=))








i miss tix particular hairstyle of mine..
wen cn i have tt same hairstyle again??
haish...



I know that you and I have been through many downs before...
But that don't mean the chance,
Has gone away to love each other more..
We've struggled and we've fought,
To keep us both between the lines...
Through many years we've cried our tears,
And always kept our pride aside,
So you can't say that...
We still,
Always argue all the time,
Never make love when it's right.
We still,
Never say we love each other,
Always up in one another,
We still,
Fight for every little thing,
Never ever stop to think that we still,
Always loved each other..
I know at times, you'd believe we would never change..
You said we'd never change...
That it was much to overcome,
Much of an obstacle to take,
But you were always one,
To always think the worst of things..
So it was always me to take the stand,
And take the initiative so you can't say that...
We still,
Fight for every little thing,
Never ever stop to think that we still,
Always loved each other....


ive always loved tix song...

y wud one seek revenge against their partner,
if the love was true?

y isit tt couples wic r truly in love have to be threatened by the presense of their xs?

y do we have to feel insecure by the presence of the case of the x?

if yer love fer him/her was true,
y do sumthn,
wic eventually cost u to lose him/her?

now,
y bthr to reminisce the past?

MEMORIES..
dey kill,
dun dey?

THE PAST..
yes,
indeed its the past..
but its stil very muc alive deep dwn,
ryt?

qn fer tday:
IS YER PRESENT BETTER DEN YER PAST?


living wit u under one roof has brot colours into my lyf..

yer my RAINBOW!!!

gona fetch u frm yer werkplc very sn...
&
not fergettin,
wit yer mcchicken too!!

pix taken ystrdy...
we had fun tho it was a mere wile..
frm amk hub, to CB den to SS...
wana blog more,
but.........

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in a foul mood..

i swear...

he is bein an arse...
moments ago he came hum..
i ended up opening the door fer him,
cuz he claims he cnt open dem..

1st qn he asked me,

dad : adek kau tk skola ke pe dek??
me : adek skola pe, balek siang..
dad : mane bpak tau, bpak tk nmpk pe.


i went str8 into the room n here i am..


hu r u to qn me whthr i did attend sch or not?
u hv no ryts at all..
hu r u to interfere in my lyf,
wen u hv never done yer part as MY FATHER..
screw u arse..
farking basterd..
I LOATHE YOU...
yer nuthn but a huge burden to me...
so keep yer gap shut now & fereva!


i gas i shud jz hyt the bathroom,
get ready
&
syt at mac or sumthn...
i nyd a nicotine shot, badly.


qn fer tday:
Y DID GOD MKE U A PART OF MY LYF?

i jz got hum like an hour ago...
sheesh...
im soo effyn slpy....
glad to myt all of my frens..
=))


fer tix term,
wic wil last fer 7 weeks..
we'll be studying abt clinical nursing & behavioural sci..
intreztin, huh?
haas...

1. neurobiological approach
2. cognitive approach
3. behavioural approach
4. psychoanalytic approach
5. humanistic approach

[i wan to undrstnd all these at the tip of my fingas]

nxt week,
on sat...
ders gona b phase test,
abt the insertion of NGT, NGT feeding...
duno y,
but im feelin the tension alr...
&
it sux!


goin to sch frm amk is realy a torture fer me..
pffffft.


hmmm...
ooh yar..
my tymtable...
mon- thurs [0800-1700]
fri[0800-1200]
tsk.


i realy hup i can make it...
gotta push myslf lar...


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hubb is on the way hum...
n she was bein a romeo...
=))


read her blog fer more details...
(tts if she dyd update lar, kpale angen lar tt one)
=))


jz so u noe...
i wun ever let u go...
i noe tt u noe tt im yer evrythn...
i cinta you.
[aira thick skin, but tts true] =P

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hvin a splittin headache..
gona wait fer hubb,
prepare diner,
eat tgthr,
&
im off to ZZzzzZZzz.



yuzie!
glad to c u...
pardon my reaction..
=P

besty!
im missin u mre den ever aftr huggin u...
i duno y...


missing you, mummy.
i'll c u on fri..
=))

im feelin feverish.

qn fer tday:
give me 1 last chnce, can?

decyded to blog tday cuz i was soo effyn lazy ystrdy...


so yar..
went jln raya-ing wit my sis..
jz the two of us..
haish..
the thot of it jz saddens me deep insyd..
cuz 4yrs bck,
i had mumy along...
haish....

i miss u soo muc dear love...
i'l drop by sumwer near nxt week aye...
i love u a whole load..
=))



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sunday = hsehold chores day!!
pffft...

m spos to cook tday, tgthr wit hubb...
ive no idea wad to cook..
xcep fer the fact tt we bot fish at ntuc ystrdy..
it was effyn funny lar, can?
haas..


wana hv brkfst...
dady cook mee soup..
yummy............
wil update again ltr....

qn fer tday:
y dos all tt afek me stil?
pffft.

hubb is alr aslp...
=((


____________________________

mummy...
im missing u...
cnt wait fer the weekends..
im soo goin over to c u...

____________________________

werk was suprisingly bz...
&
if my legs can talk,
they wud say...
'aira... stop walkin n let me rest...'
my legs hurt to the max,
to the effyn core...

nuthn muc hppn at werk tho..
xcep fer the fact tt one of the pt's son walk out wit me,
aftr i fnis werk..
hubb was outsyd the ward wer im werkin at..
den she showed tix look on the face lyk 'kau ape hal' to the guy...
OMFG..

ayang..
tt was so unxpected..
my apologies k?
it wun hppn..
he wanted to get a drink so yar,
he jz walk wit me..
aamo pker pape k?

___________________

'....g layan diri sendiri..'

thnx a million fer that!!

&

thnx fer fetching me frm werk, sweety pie!

=))

qn fer tday:
memories kill, dun they?

im shlpy...

werk was okay..
s usual..
bz...

acep fer the fact tt tix guy..
he luks old enuf to bcum my uncle..
kept callling me 'awak'..
pffft..
irritating or wad??

NAZA & MEL
came over my hse..
shweetness!!
they said tt the hse is nice...
hee..
=))

thnx darls fer cumin dwn..
i truly appreciate it..
i miss thox tymx tho...

&

MEL...
LU VOGUE LA, JOY!!


hubby is on the way hum..
gona fetch her at the bus stop..
buy fag..

she jz missed called me..
gona prepare her clothes fer shower..
plus heat up food fer diner...


u nt bein at hum, was a bore......
&
ouh,
hw i miss u soo, baby.....


qn fer tday:
wic leaves a greater impact?
losing a partner or a fren?