dyn go werk tday..
was spos to go fer pm shyft..
but yea,
woke up 11.30...
was fylin sooo effyn weak...
called mr.lenard,
told him i cnt cum...
n yea...
rest at hum..
=))

thnx fer the tym,
bro n sis..
besh la u bof..
*hugy*

lets say,
im in a foul mood..
thnx to her...
thnx fer saying all tt...
u lef an impact on me..
im utterly shattered..
basicaly no one,
i realy mean no one has ever said tt to me...
but yea,
u did...
n seriusly,
its affecting me..
those werds eats me up inside..
i shall not say any further..
i hup u r hapy..
=)

i wish i had u by me.. :(


qn fer tday:
jz y i cant say go? gud mrng....
woke up n wanted to head to the bathrm..
but yea,
instead i called mr.lenard n told him im cnt cum tday..
im fylin sick..
=(

okay,
ystrdy was so tirin..
was on am shyft,
bz, s usual..
den i lef to head hum,
took my o level cert,
wen to the bank to do sumthn,
aftr tt went to ite simei...
finished wit the stuf there,
i went MW to buy chocs fer sis n hubbs at SINS...
im glad dey loved it...
ard 1900, i rched hum..
c?
a tiring day indeed...

at 2230,
i went to fetch hubb frm werk,
i gave her a surprise...
&
boy, was she surprise!
but yang,
i tink yer far more worst den me wen it cums to 'reactions aftr a surprise'
=))
we headed to our usual plc...
at 3 made our way hum...........

papa,
i duno wen we'll myt again..
but yea,
a part of u wil oways b with me..
im missing u, like ferever...

gona c mr doc ltr...


qn fer tday:
haven i shown u enuf? im soo shlpy...
i cn hardly open my eyes...

*hw abt a rd of applause..*

aira werked hard tday despyt nt slpin the whole entire nyt!
i swear the clock was ticking at a slower rate..
my god la..
n wen my fren said..
'aira! its NINE!'

i was like,
YAYNESH!!
saw 2 of my frens der..
their nek hospitalised...
but nt in my cubicle..
&
i heard ejan's dad gt hospitalised..
shall check it out..

pa fetched me tday at werk..
sweet or wad?
hee..

thnx sayang..
im stil sore over wad u smsed me earlier..
but its okay..

aira wants to slp...

gudnyt ppl......

qn fer tday:
is revenge all u ever tink of? i swear im very, very slpy...
dyden slp 1 whole nyt..
went out wit bro, sis n hubb..
ate at popey,
(the food is great!)
n head bck to the usual plc..
watch army daze wit hubbs,
ard 1plus sat at the coffeeshop,
had drinks n yar,
at the eleventh hour,
hubbs wanted to spend the nyt wit me..

so yar,
we sat at the 14th flr,
hear songs..
talk abt certain topics...
den we dcyded to go 7-11,
grab a drink n went to mustafa..

we had fun der, dyden we...
we mention on hw utensils shud b used on one anthr, did werd puzzle, read books.....
like seriusly,
the utensils thngy was very funny..
effyn funny s a matta of fact...
aftr tt,
we went 7-11 to buy cherryade n nachos..
den we dcyded to go cyber cafe...
played the com til 6..
n yar...
went bck to 14th flr..
tts wer it al started...


papa,
im sorry...
i mean it...
i shud have told u...
but yea,
i dare say it here tat me n her r jz frens
&
nuthn more...
trust me on tix...
i will do anythng to mke u bliv me..
u wanted to free me...
u almost dyd too...
n u said,
'fynd yer hapyness'
i literally dyd, ayang...
i went bck to u...
cntrlin my tears i went bck to the cyber cafe in search of u..
u were least moved by it.. =(

(i always said yer my hapyness, dyden i?)

but yea,
u were bz on youtube n frnstr..
i cuden cntrl my tears...
u started to utter stuf wic was unbearable fer my ears,
n yar,
i left...
i kept lukin bck but yar,
u dyden chase aftr me..
=(
&
i called u...

lets save tat part of the story...

n yar,
we headed fer brkfst at mac....

baby, dun let me go..
dun leave me..
i bet u noe how muc i love u..
im sory ayang...
i almos went insane..
i will tell u evrythn,
i promise...
my most sincere apologies sayang..


shucks..
im on pm shyft..
i hup i can ndure the whole of 8hrs..
n the weather...
its best to like slp....
*aira envys thox slpin at hum*


n yar..
im hurt by a particular someone too..
wen i nyded her,
she said,
'i wanted to teach u how to b independent'
xcuses...
n i realised she has chnge alot..
thngx btwn her n me cn never b the same..
nevertheless,
the memories are cherished..
+dipsypink+

qn fer tday:
is it true that we love only once in our life n the rest r jz adjustments? i dyden noe firewerks cud so called solve a fyt...
ooh well..
me n hubbs sorta had an argument...
like on fri nyt n it carried on til the following day..
den she came over to take her top cuz she has a wedding to attend to the nxt day..
i gave her a cold shoulder..
i was soo effyn quiet, wasnt myslf at al...
yupyup..
she tolerated my attitude n stuf..
we went up to the 16th flr of my blk,
sat der, at the stairs..
&
she bot nachos fer me, asked if i wanted a fag, offered me drinks n all,
i jz shook my head..
den outta sudden..
ders sound of firewerks...
AIRA LOVES FIREWERKS
so yar..
i quickly went over n c..
wad a magnificent sight! =)
hubbs step cool, jz sat at the stairs,
pretending lyk s tho its nuthn..
wen in actual fact,
she adores firewerks s muc s i do..
den, i had to lyk say..
'pa..cni..cpt, tgk firewerks dgn i....'
n yar, she hugged me frm bhynd n we watch it tgthr..
*smyls*

pa,
rmbr?
'wad mkes us walk so fast?'
jz bcos i was walkin very fast..
wen in actual fact u wanted to ask,
'wad mkes us okay?'
the firewerks tday!


ooh yar,
my maid, kak mim was effyn funny..
my sis asked her whats the occasion fer the firewerks..
she claimed that its the remaining balance frm the national day event..
haas...
i had a gud laf...
=D

aftr all that.....................

sis holla me..

so yar..
went lau pa sat wit bro, sis n hubbs....
the food was aye okay..
thnx fer the treat...
n ya,
i laf alot ystrdy,
over the minor stuf..
indeed, a fun one..
=))

pa wanted to spend the nyt with me..
so ya she went hum to take sumthn first..
i was asked to trnsfr songs to the mp3 n stuf..
ard 2plus she was outsyd my hse,
i rushed with evrythn n finally head to the usual plc..
sum breathless mmts..............
& yar,
we bof really had a gud slp,
dyden we, ayang? =))

ooh ya,
my papa is not feeling well.............. =((
tt xplains her quiet self ystrdy...

imma take gud care of u darla..
im yer private nurse, hor?
hee...

hubbs gona b on pm shyft permanently... =((
so ya,
it only mins one thng...
we r gona c less of ech othr...
haish...
im stil hvin my attchment..
but yar, wad diff dos it mke if im on am or pm shyft?
i stil cnt myt ayang...
n the best part,
28th-31st aug,
pa's duin OT....
*aira sighs*

nvm ayang...

i tahan, okay?
we cn do tix...
absence mkes the hart grow fonder...

papa sayang...
+kangen, kangen, kangen+
gona mish u noe...
plsh myt me again ltr in the evening, aftr the wedding..
kay?
plsh hanshem?

i swear i dun wana lose u...
[ effyn random ]

qn fer tday:
i wonder how much u love me.........

HAPPY 9th MTHS ANNI TO MICKAIRA!!
=)


papa....
thnx fer evrythn tday..
hee...
i had fun..
n ooh ya,
thnx fer the big lollypop!
hart shaped!
n yar,
thnx fer makin me laf til i drop wen we alighted frm the bus..
funny lar u sayang...
i soo love u, noe...

u really did a good job in persuading me to stay put in my course n nt to quit it...
n ooh hw hapy u were wen i told u im stil yer private nurse..
hee...
=)
fer u, fer us ayang...

all i cn say is...
i dyden noe u cud be the best!!


qn fer the day:
y r ppl so hard up fer attn?